Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memory. Show all posts

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Slowly fading



Do you see what I meant in my last post about the line? There's a space in the middle that smooths over, but I'm starting to think that's an eczema patch, as it's super itchy and rough feeling. Thought just occurred to me: hopefully it's not the skin cancer grown back already. If it is eczema, I think it's from the new Palmer's scar oil stuff I've been using these past couple days. When I get home, I'm going to wash my face and put the silicone patches on and maybe do Vaseline in the morning. (Had to work this weekend. Got my homework done today because it was so slow.)

The girl I'm working with/training this weekend smokes and I walked down the hall after she came back from a smoke break. The smell reminded me of my grandma's old apartment building when I was younger. We went there every summer and spent the night. Somehow, I'd always end up in the room with the creepy dolls. I remember hearing crickets outside the window as I tried to fall asleep in this strange place. I don't think I ever walked in my sleep there, though. I have a habit of sleep walking/talking when I'm sleeping in a new environment, unless it's a hotel. I love hotels, don't ask me why. Not too sure myself why I love them.

Want. To. Scratch. Forehead.

Friday, March 30, 2012

I'd be dangerous if I could remember stuff

I was going to blog about something profound...and I just rememberd it!

I think my brain is having a memory dump.  All this week tiny, stupid things are bringing back memories of all kinds of crap.  Ocean City, MD.  Bible conferences of the past.  My old Teen magazines.  It's like I'm getting little glimpses of them as my brain throws them away.  (Case in point, I can't remember the flash-backs from ealier this week.)

My blood tests all came back normal.  I'm officially a medical mystery.  Chris goes back to work on Monday, so I think I'll make another appointment and say, "Listen, I need to know why my girl parts don't work.  I'm going to be 29 in May!  Time is running out!"

My sister is trying to organize a protest of sorts at our local circus that comes around every year (they still have animals).  There was an event created for it on facebook and....well, all I can say is that my faith in the collective intellegence of human kind is failing.  Retards are on the event saying, "Don't protest the Shriners!  They help kids with cancer!".  Hey, dumb asses, we're against the circus, hence the "Circus" part of the event.  Ugh, so just a bunch of dumb arguments errupted and people leaving retarded comments......maybe they should perform in the circus instead of the animals.  That would make a statement, eh?

People are stupid.