Hungry Mary is hungry!

This is a bad day diet-wise.  I am so hungry.  My head hurts.  I want a box of Tastey Kakes and a bottle of Mountain Dew.  I'd even settle for a bottle of Pepsi Max!  But I have no money to buy any of the above.  I was doing sooo good, too!  These past couple days I was alright.  Why am I so hungry now?  Tonight'ss not even my night to workout, so if I somehow did binge out, I'd go way over my calorie limit.  I know I'm over my fiber limit today!  Look out!

Day Two-ish

It's Day Two for me counting my calories, but it's Day Three for exercising and whatnot.  Going to do treadmill and yoga again tonight.  How would I describe my mood this week in a few words?

I. Am. Starving.

MyFitnessPal.com (and the app for my Blackberry) had me at only 1200 calories/day.  That is not a lot, people.  I did some research and found some other websites and I think I'm going to aim for 1500 until I lose some weight.  Weighing less should bring my BMR down, which in turn, lowers my daily calorie limit.




Or I could just hang myself.

I gave in and made an appointment with a dermatologist; they can't get me in until March 23rd, though.  I did try another facility, and their wait is even longer.  One doc's wait is up to Sept!  Anyway, my fingers are frickin' killing me.  Every time I touch paper at work, it feels like I'm touching acid.  My face rash is coming back as well.  I'm very afraid to let it go, though.  If it does turn out to be Lupus, that rash can scar your skin.  (That's what messed up Seal's face.)  I don't want that to happen.